Friday, September 14, 2007

WooHoo! wa... it's so... dusty in here... *ahhhchoo!* eeek! spider web in my blog! LoL ... i know.. well.. erm.. i was thinking, i haven been blogging for sooo long thus i've decided to update a little.. yesterday night, when i was studying for prelim, i suddenly came across the song "sexyback". i know it might be an old song for some, but that song certainly brought back a lot of beautiful memories for me... i suddenly miss mardhiyah... like what i had expected, we no longer spent hours talking on phone, talking about anything under the sun. nor do we spent time in school talking and talking non-stop. i guess it's my fault as well because everthing takes two hands to clap. i only get news about her thru pple. . i seriously miss her.. then the thought suddenly came into my mind: is it by chance that i got to know all the great friends i have in school? or isit all predestinated? if it is by chance, i'm really lucky. esp. meeting mards. often enough, we quarrel and had disagreements, but after making a big round, we came back and once again become friends. i guess it is thru these fights that we got closer and closer, and i got to know her more and more.. i also realised that i only have one more month in school.. i want to be free of studying, but i dont wan to leave all my friends.. i'm afraid to lose them.. but i guess all good things have to end.. paiseh i cant continue on.. my vision is blurring and my keyboard is gonna be flooded soon.. hope we'll have the best n last gathering in the chalet...


sad siaz
Monday, May 21, 2007

hi people . . here to blog again . . today i cried . . but thanks to hui ying, jie min, nina, i cheer up . . and thank you fan, lyt and jia min for the company during lunch . . recess i didnt eat a single thing coz i went to see mr elango; got scolding but not really scolding me also . . but still i felt that i was responsible . . is it because of me that the people dont want to come? is it because i didnt beg them enough? i'm really lost . . or i didnt please them to make them happy then they will come? have i failed in my responsibilities again? haiz . . i have been thinking: have i done enough? or should i be doing more . . people tell me to not push all the blame on myself but i just felt responsible . . maybe i am not a good leader, i can't seem to influence the people ard me . . i finally cannot take it when mr wong said: red cross is a joke right? NO! i strongly believe NO . . but i cannot seem to make others share the same belief as me . . why? its really the last parade already . . nobody is forcing you to come back after that . . really don't know how . .


my last parade
Sunday, May 20, 2007

hii pple . . long time never blog liaoz . . haiz . . i finally pass out . . time really flies . . before i knew it, i had to leave . . i really cant bear to leave, especially all my friends, mardhiyah, ting lei, jia min, raudah. ow yong xin wei geraldine . . e six of us have been through so much together . . happy moments, sad moments . . i really want to thank them for all that they have done for me and all the beautiful memories that they gave me . . i guess i will never ever forget them in my life . . what mardhiyah says is true: ever since training have stop, we didnt really talk much . . i am worried that we will keep drifting apart until one day when we see each other on street, we wouldn't even say hi . . i hope that day will never come . . i won't give any promises to anybody because i don't want to be another PERSON that breaks promises but i will come back even if i'm not a VI . . i will come back not because of red cross but of geraldine, jia min and mr wong . . i want to thank mr wong chin seng, ms sheryl peng for all the sacrifices they have made for us, and ms tan, mr wong and ms peng for making the passing out parade a success . . i also want to thank all the pple in FDC 2005 for all the memories, and all the FDC 2006 and 07 for all the support you gerls/guys gave me . . lastly i want to thank mr paul for the wonderful speech day parade . . it is until speech day that i realize i really have to pack all my feelings and get ready to leave . . so i enjoy every moment of the parade . . enjoy every joke, every laughter that we share, be it Ncc or red cross . . i also want to thank Ncc for being our part of our "family" . . hahaz . . hope that our relationship will never end . . i better end now or i will start crying again . . thank everybody for making my life in red cross so wonderful though its really tough at times . . i think that it's really the process that matter, not the results . .


TO ALL :
Tuesday, January 16, 2007

the post about me being very sad ish that my brother ish going national service . . he ish my REAL BROTHER ! THE BLOOD THAT RUNS IN HIM RUNS IN ME ! not my boyfriend horz . . i am young and innocent and will always be . . and for all the people that i hab not link . . i hab edit liaoz . . sorry horz . . tak so long :p so i wont lead pple to porn web liaoz horz ?!
ps. mr wong if you hab any doubts plz ask me . . den ken plz tag ?! tankq !


so sianz . .
Sunday, December 10, 2006

very sianz ! ! ! ARG ! ! ! rotting in my house now . . i really got no idea what to do ? don't feel like going out but my brother is not at home. . he went to genting with his friends . . now i can imagine how my life would be next year when he go NS . . but its a good thing because i heard guys that go NS come out as men . . dont know if its true but i think should be. .see when my brother comes out still remain the same or change liaoz . . its also good in the sense that nobody would KAOBEI me for anything . . hahz . . i want to sleep liaoz . . so going off. . bye!


*sad*
Thursday, December 07, 2006

hii . . here to blog . . i am really confused now . . are there really true friends ? haiz . . i really still cannot figure out . . is it really an offence to have such a name? and please . . if one really don't know the whole story please don't judge . . the name was given even before i was born, my grandma was the one who gave the name to me and my brother . .EVEN BEFORE WE WERE BORN ! haiz . . if you want to insult me can, but leave my grandma alone . . WTF ! i cried the whole night because of these . . these really left a scar deep in my heart . . i don't think the scar can be cure by time or any medicine . . i don't think an apology helps either . . WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST UNDERSTAND ? maybe they never ever felt the greatness of a grandms's love . . all i can sae is INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE ! haiz


mount ophir

















hey pple. . i'm back from mt ophir . . i have such a great fun that i don't want to end it all. .hahaz . . haiz . . but now i'm waitin for the bbq! ! ! *excited* hahaz . . here are some pictures . . hope you enjoy !


bangkok
Saturday, November 25, 2006

hey people!!! haben been blogging for very long . . i know my blog got spider webs n turning mouldy liaoz but real sorry . . hahz . . now i blog k ? . . bangkok was so so so...... FUN ! hahaz ! ! ! i tink e memories we share can never be described by words . . i guess that's what made memories so precious . . all the fun, the joy, the happiness n all the different emotions we felt . . AND all the knowledge we gain too ! maybe because of all the friends that went wuth me too . . now still a bit in bangkok mood . . but i don't mind . . hahaz . .